Hi Melanie
Reading your letter was like I wrote it myself...... Everything that is
happening to you is the same for me, I am on the AP now for 3 months, generic,
will start enbrel next week, weaning the prednisone, tried everything else, but
now, nothing seems to work, enbrel is helping a lot of people, and it doesn't
seem to interfere w/ the AP. I wish you the best and keep writing and let us
know.... Nicole
Melanie <trickers@...
Hi all -
I do a lot of lurking and read emails when I can. I like the increase in list
traffic although I find it hard to keep up sometimes (summers are very busy here
in Alaska).
I did want to make some general comments for those who are new to the list. I've
been on the list for over a year now, been on AP since February 2005.
The reality of what we're dealing with forces us to become our own doctors in a
way. In my case, there are no rheumatologists in my area and I think that there
are no longer any in the state. Added to that is the somewhat sad fact that I
have no health insurance. So when I flared up into my first recognizable signs
of RA and was subsequently diagnosed, I had to do my own research and basically
choose my own path of treatment. This treatment was in part what I believed to
be the most logical for someone of my age (I'm in my 40's) and for someone of my
financial means.
I'm lucky in that my general practitioner is very open minded and is willing to
treat me with respect when I come in with my various ideas and requests. I try
to always give her the same respect and to listen to her recommendations and
ideas. I also try to always back up my requests in treatment with information
that I have found online or elsewhere - information that I bring to her in
printed form along with the links or sources so that she has something to look
into. And from the beginning, when I asked her about AP, she was supportive of
my choices. It wasn't something she had ever used, but she checked around and
found that Mayo Clinic was now prescribing antibiotics to patients with RA and
that was good enough for her.
After discussing it with my doctor and with various people on this list, I also
chose to go onto plaquenil. It isn't something I wanted to be on long-term, but
because the antibiotics take so long to work I wanted to avoid as much damage as
I could in my joints. I had initially been put on methotrexate too, and I chose
to go off of that and continue on the plaquenil. Some people say that is wrong -
in my case, I chose it because I felt it was right. I am the only one that is
responsible for my treatment and I have to make the choices that fit for me.
I spent the first three months on the AP pretty much bedridden, which was
miserable. I managed to work (luckily could work from my home) but it was
limited. Most days I stumbled around on oxycodone because I was in so much pain
that even just rolling over in bed was an exercise in agony. And after three
months of that, I went to my doctor and I asked her to put me on prednisone. I
didn't want to do it, I had held off all those months hoping that something
would change - but I needed to have my life back. She had never pushed it on me
but had made me aware of its availability, and I had researched it online. The
side effects scared me, but then again at that point I had no quality of life
and was fading into oblivion in many ways.
Three days after starting the prednisone I was up and doing yard work. I was
weak - three months laying in bed will do that to you - but I was up and as
close to pain free as I'd been in a long time. Within a week I was pretty much
off the daily oxycodone too - I had been up to six pills a day just trying to
exist. I went into the summer with an ability to move and it was mentally good
for me as well as physically.
Of course, the side effects of prednisone soon started to show up as I quickly
gained weight. I was never particularly thin anyway - always fought with my
weight - and in the course of the next eight months I gained about 70 pounds.
Not a pleasant thing! But in the middle of gaining that weight, I was active and
able to do the things I loved to do. I traveled to a dog show. I played with my
niece and nephew. I worked almost full time. I had a LIFE.
I quickly weaned down to a low dose of prednisone but I have not been able to go
completely off of it without running into considerable pain. In February of this
year, I chose to switch antibiotics. I had been on doxycycline (with some mixed
reviews .. some people said they had good luck with it, some said it wasn't as
likely to work as minocin - but it was what I could afford). I switched to
minocycline, but with the brand name minocin costing $630 a month as opposed to
the generic minocycline at $60 a month, I went to the generic. Will it work? I
don't know yet, I'm still waiting. It's been 17 months since I first started the
antibiotics and I can't tell if anything has helped. In part that may be because
I've been on the other drugs - but without those drugs I couldn't function.
And now I've chosen to take yet another step, in order to try to get off of the
prednisone. I stopped the plaquenil last week. I was able to get on a program
that provides Enbrel to me for free, for at least awhile. I looked into the
drug, researched what I could find, talked to my doctor, etc. The potential side
effects are not nearly as bad overall as they are for prednisone. My doctor says
that she has never had a person on Enbrel that didn't respond really well. And
so I started on it yesterday, my first shot.
My goal in all of this? To get to the point where the antibiotics have truly
worked, but to continue to function and work in the meantime. I have no choice -
I HAVE to work. There is no one to pay my bills except for me. And with no
insurance, I have to pay for everything out of pocket or find a manufacturer
willing to work with me. The manufacturer of minocin has recently changed and
they are not part of the PPARX set-up, so it's not something I can get. I am
hoping that the Enbrel will allow me to get completely off of the prednisone,
and that it will co-exist with the antibiotic without keeping it from working. I
can't find any research that indicates that Enbrel will inhibit the antibiotics.
So if I can use this time to get off of the other "bad" drugs and to let the
"good" drug work, it is well worth it to me.
My point in all of this is that each of us is an individual and each of us will
have a certain mixture of treatments that will work. What works for one may not
work for another, and some people do have to make decisions based on finances
and their own quality of life. I see some people saying "you need to do THIS"
and in all honesty I don't think any of us can say that to another and be
completely right. There's no way we can assess a person's health, physical and
mental stability, financial limitations and quality of life just from a few
emails. Not only that, but the treatment that works for one person may or may
not work for another.
The only thing I can say definitely is that we each need to be our own
ambassadors in our treatment. We need to try to be informed and to find a doctor
who will treat us with the respect that we deserve. And once you do that, you
have a wide range of treatments available. I do believe in the antibiotic
protocol and I hope that it will work for me. But .. the quest for good health
can be a long one and we all need to live in the meantime, so we may have to
make some choices that we'd like to avoid.
Just my honest opinion.
Melanie in Alaska
.. by the way, I also did some diet modifications, supplements, etc. But there
are some of these things that make no sense to me - some of the suggested
supplements and holistic treatments. You can spend just as much money on all of
that stuff as you do on medications too. It all has to fit for each individual.